We've all heard it before.
"Oh how I wish I could have a bit more time"
"I should have done something yesterday"
"I should have gotten up earlier"
I've grown sick of saying em over and over. I'm sick of feeling regrets. Over and over.
So I guess it's time to stop wasting time :p
Started taking Spanish class few weeks back, and I've also been taking a lot more pictures lately. And getting back at cooking again(MasterChef effect). So that's a good start, appreciating the lil things. From lil things, big things grow, no? :)
So what if I'm an Architecture dropout? At least I'm quitting with my head held high. And no, not so much with regret, cus I met some great people, and learnt more about myself, that Architecture is not for me. It wasn't so much the workload, it was the work, that made me realize that if I can't stand doing it now, let alone finish one semester of it, how am I supposed to do it for the next 5 years and finish my degree, no no scratch that, how am I supposed to do it for the rest of my career life? I've always enjoyed red bull drinking, midnite cooking, loud music and pulling an all-niter, but this time it wasn't enjoyable, unlike when I'm painting, drawing or sewing, and seems to just lose track of time, each time. And so I made up my mind :)
Oh, and I miss my mum already haha, she flew back home just this morning(with dad), can't believe how supportive she is of every stupid ideas that are planted in my head.
Well now I'm back to being home alone. No school, no uni, no job, and no money, I think this might just be the perfect timing for some new painting ideas, ha! :D
Sunday, May 16, 2010
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I'm also an architecture school dropout and it took me a long time to work out why. I love architecture but going through modern architectural educational is like being indoctriated into a cult. I dropped out 15 years ago and now I survey castles and archaeology. www.landmarksurvey.ie
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